urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:plutoh plutoh plutoh 2007-06-06T14:34:46Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:plutoh:43999 2007-06-06T14:34:46Z 2007-06-06T14:34:46Z friday was graduation practice, maggie and i went together. it was miserable and long and kind of hot.<br />then i went home. i pretty much just stayed home that night.<br /><br />saturday. i woke up early, went to alans grandmas house to meet him mom.<br />delana and i worked on trying to get as much finsihed as possible on tylers scrapbook.<br />then i went to pollyd graduation party for a bit. blaine was there. it was fun, and awkward. which i liked.<br />then i went to chelseas graduation party for like 20 minutes. ross and taylor were there and we talked about music synth ahah.<br />then i left there and went to tylers graduation party for at least 4 hours.<br /><br />i love his grandmas house, its like my third home haha.<br />after a while to i decide to go to taylors house.<br />when i got there jimmy, matt, tracey, k mack danielle, AND MAGGIE were there.<br />and other people but they were dumb.<br />i bought 27 dollars worth of dollar menu wendys for everyone, and then spent the rest of the night drinking and chain smoking haha.<br /><br />matt. mark and i cooked lobster tail too.<br /><br />sunday I GRADUATED FROM HIGH SCHOOOOOL<br />graduation was pretty good actually.<br />i really didnt like any of the speeches but one.<br />and the military guy crossed the line.<br />but it was good.<br /><br />then after graduation my family went to soho to eat. <br />then i went to brads house for a while but it got sketchy so i left and went to kyles. came home and slept.<br /><br />and last night i went to matts and smoked hookah for a few hours<br />then went to mikes. and that was so fun.<br /><br /><br />summer 07 &lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:plutoh:43587 2007-05-28T17:15:12Z 2007-05-28T17:15:12Z sickkksickkksickkksickkksickk<br /><br />thursday senior picnic.<br />kind of fun, i was miserable because i was sick.<br />friday i woke up SO SICK. didnt get to go to the senior picnic.<br />saturday- work. then went to see nights at the round table.<br />then my sisters dance recital. then periscopes.<br /><br />then i went to kelseys. alot of people i wanted to see were there.<br />james dibsed the twin room for us, which was great. my bed was hella comfy.<br />woke up hellllla early and went home. hung some work in my bathroom.<br />went to work.<br /><br />went to latessas grad party.<br /><br />went to sleeppp<br /><br />today i have to work and i dont want to. at all. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:plutoh:43273 2007-04-29T21:22:59Z 2007-04-29T21:22:59Z prom was SO fun. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:plutoh:43025 2007-04-24T03:21:00Z 2007-04-24T03:21:00Z dear anonymous commenter<br />reveal yourself. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:plutoh:42926 2007-04-20T01:47:41Z 2007-04-20T01:47:41Z i made a new journal.<br />i will probably still update this sometimes<br />but if you actually read my journal.<br />and actually care what i say<br />i will give it to you<br />but other than that.<br /><br />later. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:plutoh:42574 2007-04-09T23:46:04Z 2007-04-09T23:46:04Z <a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a378/TXchainsawmascara/1-1.jpg" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></a><br /><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a378/TXchainsawmascara/me.jpg" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:plutoh:42344 2007-03-28T17:27:54Z 2007-03-28T17:27:54Z so i am probably leaving california today for vail. or veil. i dont know i cant spell.<br />but maybe not because there is a huge storm that is supposed to come there today<br />so i might not be able to fly.<br /><br /><br />but this trip has been pretty good.<br /><br />saturday sucked. my flight in chicago got delayed 9 hours.<br />so i was stuck in the airport alone. and all they did to make it "better"<br />for us was give us 5 dollar food vouchers.<br /><br />then i finally got here, and we got lost driving home.<br />but that was fine becaue i was with melissa and cat.<br />but we get home, and go walk park street just so i could move my legs.<br />then we went back to bay farm to cats house so we could see her mom.<br />then cat stayed home and we stopped by la vals on the way home<br />and had a few beers.<br /><br />then we went home and passed out.<br /><br />sunday melissa and i woke up and got ready for berkeley.<br />cat told us she wasnt going to go anymore because she made plans with r.<br />which sucked at first but was fine. i know how to share haha.<br />so we went and i got herra cute jewelry and a tattoo holla.<br /><br />so then we came home and went to la vals again<br />and i drank hella wine and was pretty drunk haha.<br />so we went by arlins and hung out with him outside for like 20 minutes just talking.<br />went home, passed out.<br /><br />monday woke up melissa left for school i hung out in her room for hella long<br />then cat and her mom picked me up and we went to target AND CHEVYS!!!<br />then went back to her house, she cut my hair and we watched hell of the l word.<br />we went to park street and juanitas and then i slept over her house.<br /><br />tuesday woke up. met up with natalie and went to san fran. i love natalie.<br />we shopped and went to a cute little diner for lunch. <br />hell of havent seen her in so long. but nothing has changed with us<br />and that is nice. <br /><br />so then she had to go to dinner with her dad for his birthday so i went to arlins class.<br />HELLA CUTE. his kids are so damn cute. and they are acting out an episode of arthur for their spring skit<br />and that is hella funny and cute to me.<br /><br />so then we walked back to his house, chilled for a little bit, smoked in the van.<br />john came over we hella went on an adventure. and ended up back at arlins house.<br />it was hella random because i hella didnt like john because he was in berkeley with us hellla long ago <br />and there was drama haha.<br /><br />but yeah we smoked in the van with john and just hella chilled.<br />then went inside and were watching tv.<br />but due to crazy circumstances john and i had to leave.<br /><br />oh unnecissary drama. <br /><br />but now i am back at melissas. she is at class again<br />and i am about to shower.<br /><br />ohio i miss you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:plutoh:42160 2007-03-20T02:09:13Z 2007-03-20T02:09:13Z jae sleeping over<br />helps me get to school ontime.<br />its nice.<br /><br />milkshake slept over with us too haha.<br /><br /><br />ilovejae, garret and brad haha.<br /><br />annddd IRONCHEF.<br /><br /><br />ALAMEDA 5 days! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:plutoh:41838 2007-03-18T17:29:45Z 2007-03-18T17:29:45Z yesterday i worked<br />then hung out with deger and tepe<br />we slept at tepes house.<br /><br />watched sex and the city all night.<br /><br />today jae woke me up at 10 gahh so earlier<br />so i got ready and came home <br />and now i have been waiting for her.<br />hopefully she gets here soon.<br /><br />i got to alameda in 6 days<br />i am really excited.<br /><br />thats about it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:plutoh:41615 2007-03-17T13:39:38Z 2007-03-17T13:39:38Z last night was so funnn haha.<br />lauren dana and i ended up at brian langhorns.<br />which is funny because none of us are really tight with him.<br />but hans told me to come, and i love hans.<br /><br />i dont even know how to explain the night other than so fun.<br />i won my first game of pong. i usually suck.<br />but hans and i own.<br /><br />i got home at fucking 9 this morning. way to early.<br />and i work at 3, shitty.<br />whatever, hopefully fun happens tonight too.<br /><br /><br /><br />CALIFORNIA in 7 DAYS urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:plutoh:41325 2007-03-16T02:03:23Z 2007-03-16T02:03:23Z the funniest thing you will ever see.<br /><br />me through the years, with some years missing/skipped<br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br /><center><br /><img alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting" src="http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a378/TXchainsawmascara/07.jpg"><br><br><br /><img alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting" src="http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a378/TXchainsawmascara/06.jpg"><br><br><br /><img alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting" src="http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a378/TXchainsawmascara/05.jpg"><br><br><br /><img alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting" src="http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a378/TXchainsawmascara/04.jpg"><br><br><br /><img alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting" src="http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a378/TXchainsawmascara/03.jpg"><br><br><br /><img alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting" src="http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a378/TXchainsawmascara/02.jpg"><br><br><br /><img alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting" src="http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a378/TXchainsawmascara/01.jpg"><br><br><br /></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:plutoh:41101 2007-03-14T01:40:30Z 2007-03-14T01:40:30Z <img src="http://a430.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/64/l_97cb74a82ab5b118cfcc90d1680f8765.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:plutoh:40714 2007-03-14T01:39:49Z 2007-03-14T01:39:49Z <img src="http://a399.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/64/l_844c94e83198805c92b7a2c4cbcc6c1e.jpg"><br /><br />taylor &lt;3<br /><br /><br />good/hilarious day. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:plutoh:40673 2007-03-10T16:35:06Z 2007-03-10T16:35:06Z Sep 28, 2005 3:36 PM<br />girlll...aint no need to worry fo real. girls do not obsess over me. and even if they did...we be BFF...the last F meaning FOREVER. shit nigga...when i was with allison this sumemr i still made the time to chill in yo room.<br /><br /><br /><br />a comment from kyle a long time ago.<br />this makes me sad. i really loved him, and wanted to be his best friend <font size="5"> forever.</font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:plutoh:40391 2007-03-10T04:03:28Z 2007-03-10T04:03:28Z i am really confused with my life.<br /><br />but tonight was fun. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:plutoh:40099 2007-03-08T03:25:20Z 2007-03-08T03:25:20Z alan and i went to dinner and saw reno 911:miami today.<br />it was really nice. <br /><br /><br />thats about all. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:plutoh:39877 2007-03-06T01:04:21Z 2007-03-06T01:04:21Z <center>"One Night Stand"<br />(feat. Oobie)<br /><br />[Oobie:]<br />I'm seeing me on top of you<br />Doing things that lovers do<br />But I don't belong to you<br />Whats a girl suppose to do<br />I only need one night with you<br />To make all our dreams come true<br />You could never be my man,<br />You can be my one night stand<br /><br />[Oobie/Chorus]<br />Boy I know you got a girl<br />And you know I got a man<br />So lets both respect the game<br />And have a one night stand<br />Everybody wanna know<br />But they wouldn't understand<br />So lets keep it on the low<br />And have a one night stand<br /><br />Well it's about a quarter to three<br />No ones lookin',<br />Its just you and me<br />You know I'm down for whatever<br />And I aim to please<br />But its only for this one night<br /><br />Boy I hope that you'll come well prepared<br />Cause I want you to know that<br />I ain't ever scared<br />You just got to RSVP<br />And I'll be there<br />But its only for this one night<br /><br />[Chorus]<br />Boy I know you got a girl<br />And you know I got a man<br />So lets both respect the game<br />And have a one night stand<br />Everybody wanna know<br />But they wouldn't understand<br />So lets keep it on the low<br />And have a one night stand<br /><br />[Lil Jon:]<br />Shawty,let me know whats up wit it (wit it)<br />Won't you let a real thug hit it (hit it)<br />Stop playin' with these lames<br />Ain't got no shame<br />The liquor is to blame (you know it)<br />I just go to tell you this (whats up)<br />Those lips I wanna kiss<br />That ass I gotta grab<br />Yo' shit I gotta stab<br />I got my baby mama,<br />You got your baby daddy<br />We ain't got all night<br />Lil mama, get it right<br />Yo' shit is good and tight<br />I ain't 'bout them games shawty (nah)<br />You know my name shawty (yea)<br />Just use yo' brains,<br />If you know what I'm sayin'<br />Its a one night stand shawty<br /><br />[Chorus:]<br />Boy I know you got a girl<br />And you know I got a man<br />So lets both respect the game<br />And have a one night stand<br />Everybody wanna know<br />But they wouldn't understand<br />So lets keep it on the low<br />And have a one night stand<br /><br />[Oobie/Two Times:]<br />If you know how to keep a secret,<br />You can get it fo' sure<br />Just make sure you get enough<br />Cause you can get it no more<br /><br />[Big Sam:]<br />Come and ride out wit cha boy (Big Sam) then fill with almond joy<br />Like I told you,<br />I'm something just like a freak<br />So keep the games fo the middle of the week<br />Damn you look so pretty (pretty)<br />With yo' big ol' ass<br />And your tig ol' bittys<br />red bone, fine self, 5'9<br />For one night, I gotta make you mine<br />Yea I know you gotta a man shawty<br />And you know I got a wife shawty<br />So lets strap it up,<br />I hope the pussys tight<br />Cuz we got one night shawty<br /><br />[Oobie:]<br />I'm not tryin' to be your girlfriend<br />Just for a one night stand<br />And you can't never be my boyfriend<br />Just for a one night stand<br /><br />[Chorus:]<br />Boy I know you got a girl<br />And you know I got a man<br />So lets both respect the game<br />And have a one night stand<br />Everybody wanna know<br />But they wouldn't understand<br />So lets keep it on the low<br />And have a one night stand<br /><br />[x2]<br />You'll be my man (only for one night)<br />And I'll be your girl (only for one night stand)<br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br /><center><br /><img src="http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a378/TXchainsawmascara/HPIM0544.jpg" alt="Photobucket - 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